It’s hard for me to go back and read these messages. A week ago, he told me we were never going to be together but he had me convinced otherwise for 6 months. All I ever wanted was to love him and be there for him but I’ve been hurt too much to ever go back.

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every time you hurt me I apologized because I felt guilty for making you feel bad
late night feelings  (via withoutexistance)

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By the time you swear you’re his,
Shivering and sighing.
And he vows his passion is,
Infinite, undying.
Lady make note of this -
One of you is lying.

I am spitting out your name in the back of my bedroom.
I am six cups of coffees in, but that’s besides the point.
I am figuring out which parts of my personality are mine
and which ones I created to please you.

I am still holding onto some of the letters you wrote me.
I tell myself it’s to remember.
I tell myself it’s because I am afraid of forgetting
the early warning signs.
I tell myself I’m not sentimental.

I’m not sentimental.
I’m just afraid of throwing every burning thought
I have about you into the trash
and starting a wildfire.

Thinking about you takes effort now.
These days, if I want to bleed you out,
I have to grab a knife.

This is a form of self-abuse.
This is a form of reliving my youth.
This is a way to remember what it felt like to be near you.

The Dust On This Poem Could Choke You| Lora Mathis

Who cares? I don’t care.  (via lora-mathis)

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I laughed I’m going to hell now

I laughed I’m going to hell now

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I’m going to murder you a thousand times.

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tonyballer:

it’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were.

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vaporheart:

science facts: did u know that if you laid 3 elephants end to end on a basketball court, the game would be cancelled? what an incredible world we live in.

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